thoughts gathered in a poem

thoughts
in a merry-go-round
spinnin' and spinnin'
just 'round you.

beamin' with quiet delight
leavin' behind glowin' stripes
tastin' like sweet squirty-cream
with a slight scent of
"I-love-you"

Named like...
"walkin' next to you
wasn't difficult;
just strange."

Or..."For our planet
it doesn't take much
more than us
the poles; north, south,
and the tension
prevailin' between us"

Or simply
just
"Chocolate-lense
eyes"

And I let them spin
in that merry-go-round
of sugar-icing
and dreams.



to him <3 (c) Bianca Panna

slowly I'm back :)

To cut long stories short, this was or partly still is why my blog stayed liveless:





My mum has had a bad accident and is "knocked out". So ... I had and still have to do much work, but at least, school's over now, six weeks off. So...I'll definitely keep going my blog. :)
That sounds now as if I had a hard time, but actually I didn't. No, mum's accident opened up my eyes for the nice, little things in life and to enjoy them because life can end suddenly, from one moment into the other. This thought all of a sudden ran through my mind while standing in the emergency room next to my mum and made me burst into tears.
now i live!

I wish you all well and God bless you!

sommersprossen

just a "joke-shot"...but turned out quite well :)

been there, done that

summer-holidays start NOW...at least immaginary! 2 weeks still to go to school, but no exams anymore! yeah, success!




...it's actually a strange feeling to smile again after a such a long time mostly spent in my room, alone but with my pen and tons of books...

I'm sorry...my camera stayed empty this weekend.

I passed my weekend sitting on my desk, working for school. Still got to write one big exam, read two lectures (spring's awakening by Frank Wedekind and A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennesse Williams) and prepare for two presentations (English and Biology...) phew!! quite a lot but I'll make it. You just got to love what you do, then everything will turn out right.

My Ex got his birthday today...I wrote him a short message but haven't got an answer yet. I'm not expecting one...I'd rather be surprised if he'd honour me moving his precious fingers over the keyboard of his cell-phone for a little greet.

have a sunny, hotty sunday!!
xoxo Bianca

friday night at home

:( because I got so much to do for school! STILL!! :( :(

but...just found that wonderful, adorable vid *love*

sogno dell'estate...

I love strawberries!
I love biscuit-cakes!
Why not combining them together?? <3

nuovo

friday afternoon, after a disgusting look into the mirror, I decided to buy a water-resistent mascara. due to the hot weather we're enjoying recently, my other mascara always kind of...becomes independent and ruins my make-up with black "dust" below my eyes what makes me look endlessly tired!! *grrr*

frutti di mari azzuri on a lazy sunday...